:: Goodbye 2008 ::

Goodbye 2008! When will I ever see you again? I shall miss you! :'(

This year, I am quite happy of what I have become in 2008. I have achieved certain things which I have never dream of in the beginning of this year. Have I fulfill the goals that I have set this year? I would say only 20% are fulfilled. Haha. . . However, what's the point of crying and regreting not able to achieve it? It's time to move on . . .

However, 2008 has left somethings that I wanna thank God for. . . ^^

#1) God: You see me through all the obstacles that I went through. You lift me up when I fall down. You showed me that You are the only source where I can turn to. You are my hero. You gave me the talents in giving me ideas to do birthday cards in 2008. I have never imagine that I can do the cards that some might have touch the member's hearts. Although I very much wanted to give up and not doing anymore cards in 2009 because of some issues, You spoke to me through the testimony of Sun and LiLian during Christmas. I will used what You have given to me and to bless the members. Although there are obstacles that came along the way, I will surely find ways to do it. =)

#2) W421: Thank you guys so much for being a wonderful group of friends! I would like to thank specially Sharon, Wei Jian, Pascale, Louisa, Si Hui, Kelvin and Derek. Thank you so much for helping me in my walk with God. The rest of the W421, I love you all too. It's really a joy to fellowship with you guys! This CG is really different and it's full of talents in each individual members! May our friendship grew up into another level in 2009!

"May we grow old together in church." - Louisa Althea

#3) Chorus Board: Thank you Kelvyn and May, my Expo team leader. Thank you for giving me a chance to go over to Jurong West to serve. It has given me much opportunity to do more in this ministry. =) Si Hui, thank you so much for being such a wonderful sister in Chorus Board. I really love talking with you as you will always pump faith into our spirit. Jacelyn, Meng Wei, Laura, Rosa, Su Ping, thank you so much for guiding me when I came over to Jurong West, to learn from the beginning before the Side Board is set up. You guys are truely a blessings in my life. =)

#4) Andrew, Shing: My fellow church mates cum faith inspiring bloggers! It's really amazing and a blessing to read your blogs. Have I ever mentioned that what you guys have blog actually touches my heart sometimes? And it is like a word for me when I need it. I pray that God will continue to use both of you in 2009 to have a greater anointing over your blogs and that it will touches the hearts of your hungry readers! May our friendships will also go up to another level as we discover each other more.

#5) MJ Zone: This is one of the best zones that I have ever been to! Although I am in JS Zone now, but I still love this ex-zone of mine very much. Sorry Jimmy, maybe JS Zone will be my best zone in 2009, but for 2008, its non-other than MJ Zone. Not purposely say because you don't let me in during the Christmas Eve Service. LOL. It's because I have only been in the new zone for 4 months, and W421 has only been with one of your zone CG for one outing, so I can't give any comments. Ming Jing, you are truely the best ZS in CHC. I love the BS lessons that you taught and I am going to miss the days of your zone camp. Although the zone activities may be too youthful, full of excitement to attend, BUT, it's the atmosphere that your zone creates really make me fall in love with the zone. There's something special about your zone in spiritual realm, and I really hope that one day I attend one of your zone activities. ^^

#6) Joseph Lim: My MJ Boon Lay friend! What an awesome opportunity to know you bro. I pray that the coming year in 2009 we will know each other better and I pray that our friendship will grow! Continue to run after the dreams of OCS that God has call you to be an officer to impact the army camps! =)

#7) AeMF/DART: My fellow Airforce buddies. Although I have disappoint you guys time and again and vice versa, but I really enjoy spending time with you all in the hangar. I miss those times when we carry out "missions" together. =) I would also like to thank my Shift I/C, SSG Koh Chuan Quan and SSG Tan Poh Kok, for sending me home when we work together in the same shift. Although you guys may be of a higher rank, but you guys never look down on the "small flies" like us. =) You guys has also help me save quite a few hundred dollars just because of the transportation fees! =)

#8) Family: How can I forget about them? My dad and my mum. I love you guys so much. Although there may be times I will argue, quarrel and lazy to do the things you guys ask me to do, but I really love you all. Thank you so much for lending me/blessing me money when I need it urgently. I know that it's quite shameful to ask/borrow money at this age, but you guys still willing to give. My siblings! Thank you so much for bringing joy into my life. Hopefully in 2009 we will understand each other better! =)

#9) Singapore Power, Munich Re: Thank you so much! Especially my new found sweet Jie Jie June(MR). I really thank God for giving me an opportunity to know you. You stay at Jurong too, hopefully one day we can meet up for coffee. Thank you Angela(MR), you are one of the nicest supervisor that I have ever meet. Thank you Grace(SP), you are such a cute aunty. Haha. . . Thanks for showing your love over me and give me a crystal, for some alert purpose. I don't know where it is now, and I don't believe in it, but I really wanna thank you for loving me. =) 

#10) Wei Ming: Haha.. Of course, of all the people in the world, I should never forget about myself. =P Although sometimes I will hate you, but sometimes I will find you cute. Wei Ming, I know that it's hard for you sometimes, to go through the torment no one will understand, but let's really go through this together alright? You are not alone. I love you always and you are my best friend! 

Farewell 2008 & Happy Birthday Si Hui(W421)!

:: Operation Save The World ::

Chorus Boarders, TV Crew with Operation Save The World! Can you spot me?

The lovely angels of Chorus Board!

Look at my wings! Am I praying or am I flying? Haha. . 

:: Christmas! ::

Happy Birthday to Jesus and my sister Mei Hui! Jesus, thank You so much for being with me all this while, and seeing me through all the ups and downs I go through. Although I have let You down alot of times, but yet You stood by my side, giving chances to get up again. I love You. Happy Birthday! 

Angels say: Jesus, speech! Ok??

Jesus: OKkkkk. . . 

LOL.. I love "Operation Save The World". Every part of the drama, I do enjoy myself very much at Jurong West Service 6. Although I serve on Christmas Eve at Jurong, I miss most of the drama as I was checking songs with Annalbel and Kelvin, to prepare for the songs for the second Service, how the songs flow especially it was a bilingual Service. We have to know when will they be singing in Chinese and English. I though that it could watch the drama at Expo, but I was wrong, very wrong. . . .:'(

The second Service at JW was delayed, thus I requested my ministry leader if I can leave early to go Expo. She allowed and she asked Jia Bin, one of my ministry frenz to replace me. I reached Expo around 7.10p.m and that's the worst feeling that I have ever experience, because for the first time in my life attending CHC, I was being turned away for Service! How disappointing can that be? 

Thousands of people were queueing up outside Hall 8, all the way to Hall 7, or even Foyer 3, I don't know, because I was stuck in between Hall 7. When my ZS, Jimmy told the crowd to leave, alot of people are very disappointed. I saw groups of families leaving, new frenzs that have come also leave. Inside my heart, I was very sad because I rushed all the way down from JW! My heart feel very sorry for the people because they could be the ones who walked down the altar call. The people leave with unhappy hearts. Even they gave us the "priority letter" to enable us to have the seats first for the next few services, but somehow, it's just very different. 

Even when the people plead the ushers to let them in, saying that their bags are inside, saying that the frenzs will be flying off the next day, they die die don't let us in. Initially, I want to abused my Ministry Pass, but I don't want to, as I feel that it's not a very nice thing to do. I miss both romantic candlelight services with W421. That's so sad. . . :'(

There are still people who insisted queuing even thought we were told to leave, and I was one of them. Jimmy made a funny statement, "Hello everyone, thank you for your persistence in queing, but the hall is already 100% filled and there's no more seats for you. . . . . I am telling you the truth, and the truth shall set you free." =.! It's not CHC who don't allow us into the Hall, but they have to stick to the Expo fire safety regulations, if they exceed the capacity of crowd, they have to shut down the service. I think it's because of the candlelight Service bah, if not we can squeeze more people in. Hopefully by 2011 we can have our own building! We can have 15,000 - 18,000 ppl also no problem! Haha. . . 

So during the altar call, I finally get inside to the Hall. =.! I joined my CG for fellowship. It was really a joy to spent time fellowshipping with W421. We went to Bugis MacDonald's to makan, after that, we walked to Esplanade. It was a fun time of laughter! Haha. . . Murderer was the favourite, and we never get tired of it. Haha.. I went over to Derek's house to stay over. Two man in a room having S. . . . Hmm. . .  Haha.. No lah, we never do anything against the law. Haha.. Hmm.. Two man in a room having a sleep, separately. Thanks Derek, you are a very nice host to me. ^^

Thank you W421, Sharon, Pascale, Louisa, Terence and Jacelyn. =) Thanks Sharon and Pascale for trying to get me in. Thanks Louisa for your SMS, it really make feel love and not alone. Thanks Terence for trying to get me in. =) I am sorry that I have interrupted you in the midst of drama. Thank you Jacelyn for your SMS. "Just think that you have given up your seats for someone who walk down to the altar call". =)

I was serving at JW today again. Actually, I SMS my leader yesterday if I could attended the 12.30p.m Service @ Expo with my CG, but I can't because it's too late for her to find replacement. I actually wanted to go because in Expo they have the angels to fly during the drama, and I was thinking of spending time with my CG too. I decided to obey my leader and I serve. Inside my heart, I was thinking this could be the worst Christmas that I have, but it's not until . . . . . .

After giving Alison, the vocalist to sign the evaluation form(Some forms for the BVs to grade on us how we flashed the songs for them to see), I was about to take the lift to level 4 when Jacelyn, my ministry leader called me. She called me to went over to the stage so I went. 

I have never visualized myself taking photos with the drama team! Haha.. What a awesome privilege! It really brighten up my Christmas just having to take photos with them, with the lovely angels that fly in Expo that I yearn to see, but now, we were as a huge team in a photo! Haha.. Indeed, God sees! Hahaa.. Thank You Jesus! =)

I also try putting on the lovely wings and it was a dream come true. I was serving and I saw the group of angels on the choir stage, and I was thinking in my mind, "How I wish that I can be one of the lovely angels" Hahaa.. Thank You Jesus, for making my dream come true! Happy Birthday! =)

:: Love ::

Recently I have not been doing well spiritually, I didn't pray often and my mind was occupy by things which is not correct before God. It was like a journey to hell. I can choose to react differently, however I choose the latter. All because I was let down by someone, I feel lost, I feel disappointed, and I hurt God in the end. I blame the person in my mind, blaming him/her that I choose this path is because of what he/she do to me. I know some might say, "Why did you hurt God? God didn't make you sad what? Why must you hurt Him? It's your friend who have hurt you!"

True.. Many a times we hurt God in the end for the things He did not do. People backslide because of some unhappiness in the church, people leave church because he/she was let down by some leaders or members. But have they(including me) know that God is really innocent? He is not part of the unhappiness and argument. Why do they choose this path? 

This morning when I woke up, I was reminded by a powerful word, "Love". I didn't think too much about it, and I just hurried off to work. I just thought of how and what should I do? My mind was drifting in the sky, finding some place to land. . .

I was asked to go to Ministry Of Manpower to run some errand during lunch hour today. Therefore, I didn't settle my lunch near my office. I came across this place call "Breakthrough Cafe" and I decided to settle my lunch there. When the food arrived, I notice this piece of paper on the table, and then I get to know that this cafe is special because all the workers there are ex-offenders. They were given a second chance through a christian ministry that helps them back to re-integrated back to the society, to be the salt and light in the workplace. The people there are very friendly and they served the customers with a smile. 

I look around the shop as I was quite curious. I have never been to a christian cafe before. (I once work in a cafe in NUS. It played Future and Cross album by CHC but its not a christian cafe at all. Haha..) Anyway, I love the atmosphere at the Breakthrough Cafe and I took my time to enjoy the coke that I ordered. 

I saw this painting on the wall, and this is what the painting says. . . 

"You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength, and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself"

- Luke 10:27

I was surprised when I see this painting. Is God trying to tell me something? I believe that God is trying to speak to me about loving Him all over again. . .

From this verse alone, we can see that loving God is not just merely but what you confess or by what you say. Once we make a decision to follow Jesus and to love Him, God requires four things from us. 

#1) All your heart

#2) All your soul

#3) All your strength

#4) All your mind

He wants our heart, soul, strength and our mind. Notice that God speaks about "All". All means 100%. It means everything of us. He didn't say 50% or a partial of our heart, soul, strength and mind. He wants our All.

Meaning to say that even when I am . . .

- Being disappointed or let down, He still wants All of my Heart.

- Feeling lost or don't know what to do, He still wants All of my Soul.

- Tired or having no energy to do anything, He still wants All of my Strength.

- Being occupied by the busyness of life, He still wants All of my Mind.

Let this be a test to us if we really love God. Of course, there are some other things which require to keep in our mind too. Such as keeping His commandments, etc. However, I believe that this is the basic requirements that God has for us to love Him, because of the decision we make at the altar call. =)

Special thanks to Shing who share about "A Pure Heart". Go to her link 

http://shingology.blogspot.com to read more. It's really awesome! =) Some of her things that she share came to let me have this revelation too. 

Hope you are bless! =) Off to do something! ;)

:: Christmas Party ::

On Friday, my workplace has a Christmas party. Haha.. Well, I thought its too early to celebrate but my workplace started to have it. Haha.. The food is really good! We have food from Old Chang Kee, Delifrance, Sakae Sushi, Pizzas and they serve wine. Haha.. However, I didn't drink wine because I don't like the taste at all. Haha.. If I drink, it's just for fun for maybe I just want my body to have some benefits from the good side of wine. ^^

Basically, I am just like a office boy in this company. =) Though its sort of a low class status in the company but I love doing the job. Sometimes I would have to run errands here and there, but I don't mind. I am also the youngest in the department! Haha.. The big jie jie(sisters) address me as Ah Boy. Haha.. Feel so happy when they called me by that name. Got one lady say I don't look like 23, but some 18-19 year old boy. Haha.. I am just like Clyde in W421, youngest in the company although I am the oldest in the CG. Haha.. How I wish that I am the youngest in the CG tooo. . . ^^

I once know this group of people and I followed them to go clubbing at XXXXXXXX to celebrate one of the guy's birthday. Haha.. It's not some sex club, but I can't really remember the name le. That was in the year 2004 ba. I was the youngest in the click too. Haha.. Feel so bless in a way wor. Haha.. During that time, I didn't really enjoy myself much because I feel that the environment is very noisy. They are very generous in the music but yet they created noise pollution at the same time. They saved money on the lights and they have to use different colors of spotlight to shine here and there, instead of having a proper light to light up the whole room. LoL.. That's the view of a person who don't appreciate the value of clubbing. =P I don't think I will go to such places in future unless for any good strong reason, like supporting Glenn in his band. Haha...

I'm so excited for next week CG on Sunday. It's gonna be a great time as we celebrate Christmas. WooHooo!! Going to sleep le, serving tml at JW! =) 

:: Happenings! ::

On Wednesday, my siblings and I went over to Sakae Sushi for buffet at Tradehub 21. It's located under the MRT track between Jurong East and Clementi. It was a great time of laughing and laming. Haha.. Shall post photos once I have them. =)

Before we go over to Sakae Sushi, my sister and I went over to Jurong Point. It was really a huge shopping center after the extension opened!! Everyone in the new section of Jurong Point was like looking around here and there, looking at the new shops, the people at the shops were in high spirit and serving customers happily. The atmosphere in the new sector still have those very fresh furniture smell, some of the shops are still undergoing renovation. Haha.. It is a total different Jurong Point!! Once the Air-Conditioned bus interchange opened by Feb 2009, Jurong West will be the greatest place to live in in Singapore! Haha.. ^^

Here are some of the new shops in Jurong Point Extension. . .

#1) Burger King

#2) New York New York

#3) 1A Crispy Puffs

#4) Action City

#5) Mini Toons

#6) Jia Xiang Mee Village

#7) Old Town White Coffee

#8) My Party Friend

and many many more. . . =)

Started work today. My workplace is somewhere at Raffles Place, and I will be working till 2nd Jan. It's a pathetic pay of $6.50/hour. Haha.. Well, it's better than rotting away at home. At least I can earn some money to fulfill my Jan building fund, bills, etc. 

The office is set at a very good location and I can get to see the still building IR, Singapore Flyer, and the sea. It's really very nice to work there wor. ^^ My supervisor is a very nice lady. =) Most of the people are very friendly and they seems happy to work there. Haha.. I came across some very high class office ladies. They were very polite and the way they speak is very professional and the way they dress is different from the way the ladies dress in my previous company. Maybe just like the land value, Raffles Place is more expensive, therefore the ladies working over at Raffles Place has a higher value too. Haha.. =P 

I'm looking for a permanent job after this contract ends. Maybe I will work at Jurong Point as I saw quite a number of shops who wants to hire people. However, that means my weekends will be burn. Well, I shall see about it ba. ^^ 

Initially I am asked to involve in helping out in Christmas drama production. Hmm.. Not acting, not moving the stuff on stage, but displaying some of the words which the actor/actress say. Haha.. But now, no need le, cuz commitment is quite high. Nvm, hopefully in future ba. ^^ 

:: Viva Forever - Spice Girls ::

Do you still remember

How we used to be

Feeling together, believe in whatever

My love has said to me

Both of us were dreamers

Young love in the sun

Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya

We'd only just begun

Hasta Manana,

Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting

Everlasting, like the sun

Live forever, For the moment

Ever searching for the one

Yes I still remember,

Every whispered word

The touch of your skin, giving life from within

Like a love song that I'd heard

Slipping through our fingers,

Like the sands of time

Promises made, every memory saved

Has reflections in my mind

Hasta Manana,

Always be mine.

Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one

Back where I belong now,

Was it just a dream.

Feelings unfold, they will never be sold

And the secret's safe with me

Hasta Manana,

Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting

Everlasting, like the sun

Live forever,

For the moment

Ever searching for the one

I love this song alot. This song is kind of sad but I like it. Haha.. Sometimes when I listen to songs, I didn't really pay attention to its lyrics, and I will just enjoyed the music. However, I feel that I should start to take note of the lyrics and try to feel what the singer is singing, and the meaning behind of the song.

In my personal view, I feel that this song is about two friends or a couple who used to be very close, but one of them has left, and she is singing how she remember the good times they once shared, and how is she waiting for her friend/boyfriend to come back to her, and how she wished that she can live back those happy times again, but it seems impossible, because she sings about "how we used to be",  and it will be difficult to have back those times again. . . 

It takes years to build up a friendship, but it can just take a second to destroy it. Your wounds on your skin may heal, but the hurts inside will remained a scar forever. That's why we have to be careful with our words when we talk to people, and how we handle the friendship well. =) Friends are hard to come by. The whole of Singapore consists of 4.8 million people, and out of the 4.8 million people, 2 or 3 people have this opportunity to meet together. Isn't that amazing? (My heart is still bleeding when I recalled certain friendships) :'( However, people are not perfect in the first place too, but some people may just take it for granted. 

Haha.. So what's your view about this song? I guess different people will view differently. =)

Jurong Point Extension is opening tml! Hahaha.. Going with my siblings to go over there to walk walk.. =)

:: Random ::

After Service on Sat, my CG went over to Changi Airport to fellowship. It was a great time of laughing as we celebrate Pascale and Aaron's birthday. We took alot of unglam photos and it was really funny! Haha... Hope that I can get the photos soon! We also send Cheng Xi off as he had a school trip to Philippines. I was joking with Si Hui that Cheng Xi can actually put his money at the book of Philippians to change to Philippines currency. Hahaha.. Have a great trip bro! =)

Sharon targeted our CG to multiply by Dec when we hit 20. Right now, our CG has about 17-18 members, which is gonna be happening real soon. I kind of feeling happy, yet sad. This is the most talented, most happening, most loving, most fun CG in CHC! (Haha.. I am bias) The times when we go Airport, the times when we fellowshipped at E2Max and how Louisa and I were being freaked out by the horror movie, the times when we have our steamboat at Bugis, the times when we sing KTV at a ulu place at Katong, the times when we play Murderer(the most fun though I was the most blur! Haha), the times when we chiong for seats at Hall 8 and how I am almost being tripped and fall - thank God for Security who open wide his arms to protect me, or else I will really tripped I might get stepped all over by the excited youths running behind me. Haha.. All the ups and the downs, the tears of sorrow and the tears of joy. It has marked a mark inside my heart, forever. =)

However, we have to move on in life. We cannot stay inside our comfort zone for too long. We have to move on, seeing members rising up one by one. Seeing the potential unleashed by individual members to serve in God's Kingdom. Let's grow old in church together, W421. I love you all! =)

I was asking Louisa what's friendship love, and that's the defination she gave me. . .

Love is abt loving the person with the purest love without intentions. or motives. no expectancy of reciprocation of the same amount of love back. being there when the frenz really needs us around, knowing how to give ur friend the space and freedom to pursue their other matters.

How true the statement is. That's the love which the church taught us too. Love is the desire to give at the expense of self, because love desire to give. God love us so much that He send His Son Jesus to died on the cross for ALL of us. He didn't just died for the believers, He died for ALL. Knowing that some will not love Him back and yet He is willing to die for them, that's the love of God for us. =)

I know that it's very hard for me to do it, but I will want to try to do. Sometimes, inside my heart, I will be very tired, but I will still want to try to love others. (For those who don't feel love by me, I am trying okay? Haha.. It's not that I don't want. Haha.. =P I know that I am so thick-skin, that's why pimples don't survived on my face for too long) Sometimes, I would really love people to love me the same way I treat them too. However, this is not love, it's lust. Haha. . . Well, I will try to love people the way God love people. Not easy, but I'll try. =)

Talking about this year Christmas Drama, I love CHC's drama alot alot alot. There's one particular Christmas drama in 2006 left a deep impression that it still played in my mind today. Haha... It was just so humorous that I will smiled to myself when I think of that. That's what a lady said when she was being interviewed. "Joseph? Oh Joseph! We love Joseph! He's our man! Very quiet, unassuming, honest till fault I tell you. Well, I can't say the same for Mary. Na Ge Ma Li Ya. Kan Qi Lai Heng Xian Shui, Ke Shi Ta Ku Ren Jian Jiu Huai Yun Le! Hahaa.. Ai Yo, Zhen Gao Bu Dong Xian Zai De Niu Hai Zi, You Shi Hou Kan Qi Hai Si Si Wen Wen De, Ke Shi ..." Haha.. My lap can't type Chinese, but I can still remember 95% of what the lady said. Haha.. =P I'm so looking forward to Christmas this year! =D

It's my sister 19th birthday today! Happy Birthday Sis! Looking forward to go to out tml and having Sakae Sushi on Wed! First time eating.. Haha..

:: Re-Calling Back The Past (2) ::

When the Christmas drama this year is being reveal - "Operation Saved The World", I kind of recalled what happened to me in the past. . . Haha. . .

I was a "target" in the class among a specific group of friends. I don't know why, maybe they find me cute? LOL.. Just kidding. Very often, I will be "operated" by them. When the lecturers are not around, someone will shout, "Operation Wei Ming", and they will start to pounce on me and they will "rape" me. I was once even stripped till my underwear, thank God my class don't have any girls. If not, I will go to Japan for a face-off. Haha.. Well, I didn't lost my virginity to them of course, but there will be times I get bruises on my body. :'(

I didn't blame them of course, they said that I enjoyed the process so that's why they keep doing on me. O_o I tell them alot alot of times that I didn't, but they didn't believed me, simply because I laughed. I laughed because I feel ticklish. They will keep tickling me and I think that the respond that my body gave is pretty normal I guess. Haha.. Well, unless they tell me that they won't feel so when someone tickles them. =.= Did they came from Mars? Haha..

Well, I am looking forward to this Christmas this year. Candlelight Service is so so romantic. . . Spending time with my members and friends are the best way to celebrate Christmas! =)

:: Joy ::

When I received good news from Aaron and Joseph, I was very happy for them. Haha.. Well, prayer and fasting works. =)

Going for BS @ Riverwalk later. Gonna buy some stuff too. . . =) Haha.. Well, I wonder why the place is it call Riverwalk. Did someone walk on River like Jesus did 2000 years ago? It then became a miracle and thus it was name Riverwalk? My dad told me many years ago when I was a kid that the canal at Rocher Road near Bugis Area was called "Jie Bin Jiao", direct translation which means "Frozen Ice Bridge". Haha.. Well, I wonder if it's really true in the past.

I am very interested in the history of Singapore. How does Jurong West look like in the year 1500? When I go to heaven one day, I would like to ask God to grand me a "pass", to go back to the past to Jalan Jalan. . . Haha.. I read from the history books and I saw that the costal beach around Singapore is very white, with clear blue water. Haha.. A place which anyone will call it their sanctuary.

(And I, worship You Lord
My life in You restore.
Here is my heart,
Make it Your Sanctuary,
For nobody else
but Jesus only You)

Haha.. That's how random I am. . . =P

Sometimes, I wonder how does heaven look like. When I was young, I always dream that heaven is blue in colour, with clouds floating around. Everyone can fly around as they wish do, and all of us will be wearing white "dress". Haha.. I hope that God will take me to heaven for a tour when I am sleeping one day. Haha.. I wanna see my house in heaven, I wanna see how people will use their talents in serving God in heaven. Is it the same as it happen in the church? Will the ushers in CHC usher the new comers in heaven? Will I be flashing lyrics for the angels to sing praise to God? Will Man-In-Black, the security stood at the Pearly Gates to protect Heaven? For the nursery ministry, will they be taking care of babies? (There will still be life on earth after the Second Coming of Jesus, according to the BS lessons that I have attended last time if I could remember correctly. Will they be taking care of the babies whom their earthly mothers have miscarriages? Just like Ps Phil's first son - Jesse, found in Heaven?) Heaven must be so big that it's bigger than America 10000000000000 times! Haha.. Heaven is a mystery, yet an exciting place to live in. I can't wait to go there. Haha.. =D

Happy birthday to Terence, Pascale & Henry!

:: Above All Else ::

No eyes has seen
No ear has heard
Unfailing love
Far beyond words

The cross I see
Your blood redeems my imperfection
Your hands divine
Come shape this heart of mine

Here I stand
Thirsting for You
Here I am
Surrender to You
Let my life be Your clay
Mould me in Your way

Here I stand
Desperate for You
Here I am
A vessel for You
Let my life sing You praise
Bring honor to Your name

Beauty unfolds
Joy overflows
Your grace begins
This treasure within

Above all else
Above all else
We exalt you
We exalt you

Ps Ulf prophesy to our church in 2005 that our church music will impact the world. How true it is. =) Hearing to this song, it's as good as Hillsong production, or far better than them. Haha. . . I really love this song.

Serve at Jurong West last Sunday. It was really a good experience. =) After the Expo conversion of laptops to Mac, Jurong West laptops will also be converting to Mac soon. Haha.. Therefore, I will have training for Mac next Wed at Suntec Office. =) Mac is really cool. According to Meng Wei, one of my ministry leader, it can shut down within 20 seconds, and the speed is fast. Haha. . .

2008 is coming to an end soon. That's so fast. This is the year where I ORD, this is the year where I get have my Basic Theory tested, this is the year where I started to step into the working world, this is the year where I find meaningful friendships in MJ Zone, this is the year where I had breakthrough in my ministry, this is the year where I go over to Jurong West to help out, this is the year where so many things happening in my life.

What's going happen next year? I believe 2009 will be the best year yet for me. I have enrol myself in a Accounting course in Kaplan. My school is located at Starhub Center at Orchard Road and I will have lessons from every Tuesday to Thursday, 6.45p.m to 9.45p.m. Starting school on 6 Jan. Haha.. It's been so long since I study. Hope that I can cope well in this school because the "Global Failure Rate" is quite high. Haha. . . At the end of the course, I can do a project with consist of a 6,500 words of essays which can be converted to a degree. =)

From today onwards, I must grew in a deeper relationship with numbers, because that's what I will be dealing with in my future career. I should be stepping into the world of numbers in 2012. I will be 27 by then. Getting married and buying house by 2015. Buying my first car by 2016. Form family by 2017. Promotion by 2020. Retire by 2035, that's when I am 50 years old. So old le. . . I shall dream dreams with my beloved wife. . .