:: I fired my boss ::

I fired my boss! Haha.. Hmm.. Or rather, they fired me. Haha.. Initially, I wanted to work till 30th April, but I decided to brought forward my contract till next week(the day before Good Friday). As my company is shifting to another building, they are close from Wed - Fri. Therefore, it means that I am working for four more days only. So, they decided to have a golden handshake with me. Hmm.. Abit sad lor.. Cuz I though with this job, I would be able to fulfill about 80% of my BF. Now, I can only fulfilled about 65% of my BF. Haiz.. 

However, I received a call from my previous company and they want to hire me. The pay is much more better than the current one. =) The good thing is a contract basis and the monthly pay is higher than the diploma graduates. Haha.. Praise God for that. But... The thing is I want to concentrate on my papers in June. Soo.. I intended to work after that. But... I am having my reservist on June 22, right after my exams. Sooo.. Which means I can only be working properly in mid-July. So should I sacrifice my studies to fulfill my BF? I don't think that is very wise. Yes.. Although I should fulfill my vow to God, but if I fail my exams, it will be very much wasted. I don't think God will want me to flung my studies just because I want to fulfill my BF. Obedience is better than sacrifice. However, building God's kingdom is also very important. Sigh.. =(

If only I am Bill Gate's son.. Haha.. Sooo... Is it also a wise decision that I break my promise to leave early? Anyway, I am also late for school because it is so hard to get a bus. So I don't think I am making a wrong decision. God O God.. What should I do?

::Happy 4th Anniversary with City Harvest Church ::

20.03.05 was the first time I stepped into City Harvest Church. When I stepped into the church, I was very overwhelmed by the auditorium, and I was quite amazed of how "big" the hall is when you look from outside the building is actually not that big. 

Thanks Phyllis for bringing me into church. =) When I responded to the altar call on that day, I was alone and I went down, because Phyllis's hand is on cast and she have difficulties in accompanying me to go down. Really appreciate her efforts in bringing me to church at the expense of having hand injury. I can still remembered a few of the brothers asked for my CG. I got mixed up and I tell them I am from W391. LOL. (CHC's latest CG at that time was only about 330 - 350 plus only) Haha.. They were quite puzzled and they thought I am joking. Haha.. 

It's a new journey for me. Making a lot of new friends in church and in CG. After Service, I went to have lunch with a few of the sisters. Pascale, Phyllis, Hui Juan, Gen was a few of them plus some others if I am not wrong. Haha.. I was like.. feeling quite uncomfortable and I thought of not coming anymore because there is just too much sisters in a CG or whatever it is called at that time when I have totally no knowledge about what is a CG. Haha.. I came again because I love the church Praise & Worship style. =) It's very happening and that's the place where I wanted to be. =) 

To be honest, my first main aim of responding to the altar call was not really to be "Saved". I went down is because I don't want to receive any calls from her asking me to come to church. (That is I don't know will she anot if I don't come back again - I am still unsure, not ready.)  As I have a very bad experience with MLM(I have blogged it a very long time ago) and right now, that particular CEO is under serious charges and it came out in the headlines in Jan/Feb this year. So I thought will church be like that? I was sitting at the musician terrace and I thought the ground floor portion is all those who are "high class" position, because they dressed very smartly. Haha.. BUT, on the second hand, I do believe that Jesus is the Lord and Saviour, as my friend has reached out to me when I was in Secondary 2. =) On the third hand, it is also because of some things that I shared with Phyllis before she invited me, and I tell her that I want to change. Therefore, I think it can neutralized with each other? LOL. 

One thing impacted me is what my Ministry Leader, Si Hui said to us during a debrief. "It doesn't matter how you start, but it's always on how you end. People may start to do things for God with many different motives, "serve because the ministry is fun", "serve because my CGL asked me to serve in a ministry", "serve for God's blessings", "serve for others to see", etc. However, as all of us start to serve longer in the ministry, we will have ONE common purpose, we all serve is because we love God. =) So although I may respond different in a way, I believe that right now, I am NOT making a wrong choice to choose to be with God. ^^

Entry is quite long already. Shall blog more about my work in the next entry. Good night! =)

:: New Appointment, New Distraction ::

The reason why I wanted to work is because I want to have $$$. Look at my size, you will know already. =.= Fatty boy.. :'( Haha.. Well, I just got a office job and it pay was $6/hour. Happy but yet sad at the same time. It's because I couldn't concentrate on my studies more now. Although I am not a hardworking boy if you were to see me at home. However, I guess this will be yet good because I might be able to fulfill my BF. =) Gonna really plan my time really well now.

:: 1985 - 2009 ::

Talking about my grandma's tomb in the previous entries. Hmm.. I wonder.. How will my tomb look like in future? 1985 - 20XX. Haha.. Haiz.. When one is stress, his imagination is wild. :'( Dear God, when will I be promoted to glory? 

But, I haven. . .

#1) Found my love.

#2) Fulfilled my calling and find my destiny.

#3) See my family and frenzs coming into salvation.

#4) Fly to the beautiful beaches overseas. The blue blue water and the white white sand.

#5) Fly a kite with my spouse.

#6) Receive a warmth hug from my love. (Affection is one of my needs. =D)

#7) Travel on SG flyer.

#8) Scold the person who invented many theories in business and accounting.

Hmm.. Tough choice huh? Haiz.. Live also cannot. Die also cannot. :'( 

:: The Great Depression 2009 ::

While the world is going through the financial crisis due to the Wall Street Meltdown in late 2008, I am going through a depression in 2009, that is why this title is called "The Great Depression 2009".

How I wish that I can have a sponge of brain where I can easily absorbed what the teacher is talking about. Unfortunately, I can't. My mind tends to react slowly but the teacher is teaching so fast. Take for a MRT train example, I am still at Boon Lay and the teacher is at Commonwealth already. It's super stress going through this stage of my life.

Not only troubled by studies, but also in other areas too. The struggles in my mind, this and that, everything. Haiz... Poor Wei Ming. How I wish that I can go to the arms of my Father in Heaven right now. 

:: Randomness ::

My grandma has passed away for more than 5 years and till today, I still miss her alot. Whenever I listen to the music "Sundial Dreams" by Kevin Kern, I would think of her, because the day when I bought the album is the day she passed away. Well, not all the time I listen then I will think of her, but sometimes I will.

She is not a christian, which means I might not have a chance to see her again in future. Sometimes, I would really wished that I can went a trip down to wherever she is, Sheol or wherever to pay her a visit and talk to her. I missed the nice smell on her. When I was young, I would stay at her house to sleep. I was quite a naughty and playful boy and I will always sing nursery rhymes and purposely disturb her sleeping. LOL.. I miss her making milo for me whenever I visited her. I missed the coffee that she make for me. I miss her everything.

The tomb sweeping festival is coming soon, and I have not been visiting her tomb ever since 2005 or 2006 when I come back to the Lord again. It's because my relatives will asked me to hold the joss sticks and offer prayers to her, which I can't. If I stand there and looked at her tomb, it would be very weird too. If I visit her tomb alone, that will be super weird too. CCK has such a huge area of cemetery and I will be lost in the "concrete jungle" for sure. 

You know, I don't know why but I love to visit cemetery. @_@ In the past, when my family were to go and sweep the tomb, I will always be very excited to go. When I looked at the tombs, I would sometimes think how would their life be and how did they pass on. A tomb near my grandfather who passed away in 1976 shows a very young boy, probably in his teens. It showed a scout photo of his and I wondered if his cause of death is due to drowning? You know those days, boys like to play by the river after school? So probably he would have slipped and fall and drowned? Strange me huh? I also remembered when I was in Sec 2, I have a SJAB Zone Course, and one of them is to have topo at CCK Cemetery. We walked all the way up to the top of the cemetery till late afternoon, and it was so dark by the time when we reached the bottom. I can see the tombs as early as 1950s or 1960s, and it looks as if it have been abandoned because behind the tombstones, there's a paint spraying a number behind them.

Should I go this year? I really miss my grandma a lot. There's also a strange thing which till today I couldn't explain to myself, or perhaps, I am just imaging things.

After my grandma passed away, I heard a very familiar footsteps sound coming from my house kitchen. It belongs to my grandma! So I quickly stopped what I was doing(playing neopets I think) and rushed to the kitchen. Of course, I didn't see anything. But I was sure that the sound belong to my Ah Ma because of the slippers that she wore and the sound that it make. Was it really her? Or am I just too tired and missed her too much that I heard the sound wrongly? It happened in the middle of midnight and perhaps I was just really too tired. All my family members were already sleeping then. . . 

Ah Ma.. I love you. . 

:: Sunday ::

What did I do on Sunday? I decided to take on Si Hui's suggestion, so I SMS my leader and I served today at Service 4. =) However, I didn't attend the meeting though, because I want to be a good boy at home. Haha.. 

Service 4 was much more better than Service 2. Haha.. Because the preaching gets better and more improvised by the last Service. Some more points were added that weren't explained yesterday. All I can say about Pastor Tan is that he is really awesome! Haha.. 

I am starting to love the song "Careless Whisper" and I just keep playing that song. Ever since I watched the drama of "The Different Needs of Man & Woman" of Pastor Kong preaching, I have been liking the background music of the drama, particular this song. Hmm.. I think it creates a romantic atmosphere for couples. Haha..

Hmm.. I don't know why I have this feeling I just wanna comment Pascale here for no reason. Haha.. Pascale, you are a person who never fails to be a cheerful girl and will always bring smile, laughter to people around you. Although you may feel that we teased you, because the way the you respond are pretty cute. Haha.. It doesn't mean that we love to bully you, but it's because you will bring an unexplainable joy to others, that's why we love to play with you. Not for any bullying reason, but rest assured that our intentions are not of making fun, but of love, not because we feel the thrill of bullying you, but because you are a good playmate to have. Your character is the type of girl that most guys would want to have as their future spouse. But wait, don't get the wrong idea here, I love you as a brotherly love, not of any other intention that you are suspicious of. "Watch out Pascale, your head is hitting the ceiling!!" Hahaha..

From this post onwards, I wanna try to encourage each of my CG members. Haha.. But for now, I just also wanna thank Louisa for the surprise gift yesterday. Thank you so much! You are a gift send from heaven to me. Thank you for picking me up from the darkest pit. =)

Next week is gonna be a super hectic week for me. Lessons from Tuesday to Thursday, and on Saturday and Sunday. :'( 

:: Touch ::

CG Sermon is very good today. Before we start praise, Sharon share about . . .

"Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat of its fruit". 

- Pro 18:21

You can see that from my previous entry, what I am lacking is because...

#1) I do not have the faith in my ministry leader to trust in me.

#2) I have keep storing the hurts inside me and I did not shared it out.

#3) Therefore, it leads to an emotion explosion which my ministry leader will be wondering why I get so angry for no reason.

I am just basing on my own thoughts and feelings to judge what I did not see. Unfortunately, I choose it in a very negative thinking, thus poisoning my soul as what Sharon says. Why can't I be more positive to trust the leaders? 

I am afraid. I am afraid that if I do not handle my emotions well enough, I will leave church one day. You might think that its not possible to happen, but it actually do play a part in the life of people who backslide. No church is ever perfect. You go anywhere, its the same. Just like some church hoppers, no matter how many church they hop, they still can't find a best place, because they themselves the thinking did not change.

I am not trying to say that every church is good. If you feel uncomfortable in a certain church, you can of course go another church. I have seen a video of a local church and I feel very uncomfortable. Haha.. So I will not visit that church at all. Anyway, I have decided to plant myself in CHC, so I just want to be married to the vision of this church. 

Come to think of it, I do feel pretty happy in my ministry sometimes too. So why do I need to focus on the unhappy part? I am not being make use of, because I know that I am used by God, not by people. Serving at JW is out of my comfort zone, but I should served it with joy because it's not just about my needs, but also helping 2300 ++ people in Service 4. =) I shouldn't be so selfish to focus on my needs. 

When I remembered of Samuel of how he will always willingly to give free Maths tuition to Louisa and Ning Zhi, I will see how selfless he is. He is willingly to teach despite he can made use of his time to go out with his friends to play, to take a sleep, but he is still willing to give his time to others. Amazing huh? =)

Compare to my previous post, does I sound a happier Wei Ming now? The things happened still the same, but if I react differently, I will see a different result. =) It's okay if I am lonely, because I already have a wonderful group of Cell Group Members. I should be contented of what I have. =)

A special thanks to Louisa for your encouragement today. Thanks for talking to me when you read my blog. You have done the correction in a right way! Haha.. I don't feel condemn at all, but I feel pretty good after listening to you. Thanks Sharon for sharing too. Your sermon always surprise me because it is always a spot-on about my life. See, that's the church that I am proud to be in. =)

However, I am still deciding to go for the meeting anot, not because I am angry at my leader for not replying my SMS nor I will feel lonely being there or it doesn't make any difference, but I just want to be a good boy at home. LOL. =P

:: Shattered ::

I am serving on alternate Sundays at Jurong West Service 4. Last Sunday, I couldn't serve because I have CG. Next Sunday, I am not able to serve again because I have a class from 10a.m - 1p.m. I have told my ministry leader before that I am considering of switching ministry. If you are my ministry leader, would you think that I am telling a lie to you for not serving, I wonder?

Last Sunday when I SMS him that I couldn't serve, he didn't even reply me. So generally I would more or less feel that in his heart he might not trust me. This year I had not been able to serve for a few times due to CG and other commitments and it's just March only. Perhaps after hearing that I might want to change ministry, he may have this thoughts? Haha.. Maybe I am wrong for doubting my leader for doubting me if I am telling the truth? Haha.. Sounds chim hor?

I don't deny that I myself doubt people too, sometimes it could be even my best friend around me. So why am I having  this kind of mentality too? Perhaps, I am pinning my hopes on my leaders. Maybe that's why I will have a higher expectation of them? 

Si Hui give me a very good suggestion, but should I apply it? I didn't want to because I don't feel like attending the ministry meeting this Sunday. If I tell them that I want to serve this Sunday instead of next Sunday due to class, they will most probably expect me to turn up for the meeting. Another reason is because my mum has been unhappy about me going out often. (To her, going to church 2 times a week can be consider alot already. I am already jobless and I still have  the cheek to go to enjoy myself? Of course she didn't say that right in front of my face, but my parents are unhappy that I do not have a proper job and always go out.) Anyway, I am just a small fly in this ministry. I enjoy serving God in this ministry, and I love to talk to the BVs, checking songs with them, flashing for them to see, etc. However, the main reason is because I feel less and less attach into this ministry. Every Sunday, I will just serve and go home. Machiam like going to work like that, and I rarely get to fellowship with the ministry peeps. It's like a generation gap although our age group is about the same or older. I have no common topics with them either. 

The gathering at the beginning of this year I has already get a feel of it. When everyone is happily enjoying themselves, I will try to find people that I can talk to. Find my ex-team at Expo and then I decided to join the current JW team. Haha.. It's like I have no sense of belonging to either teams. When I borrow the lighter from my ministry last Saturday, the people over there looked at me as if I am an alien. Of course I didn't expect all of them to "Hi Wei Ming, nice to see you.. Wooo" But the people there just look at me silently, only my ex leader and one or two team members talk to me.

Anyway, whatever the meeting is, I am just interested to know the outcome, I am not interested to be there because it WILL NOT make any difference at all. I can save transportation money too. Scold me if you want, counsel me if you bother, but whatever it is for now, I don't really care. Maybe what you say might knock some sense into my head. We shall see. . . 

Maybe, I desire for fellowship so much that it turn me out to be like this. When I am still serving in Expo, I didn't really have this feeling because I can get to fellowship with my members after Service. Once in awhile, the leaders will come and asked how am I doing, etc. I didn't really talk to my ministry frenzs at Expo too, but still I love being there. The culture seems to change when I serve at JW, because after serving, I will just go home most of the times, the feeling can be hurting as if I am being make used of. The leaders are not as "caring" as before, probably because he just stepped up only. When I see how each of the Cellgroup talking to each other happily at the coffee shop and I am alone and walk home, people might think I am a visitor, no sense of belonging. Haha.. Once in awhile I will saw Si Hui too, but she get along pretty well with the kids, that's why I guess she don't have this problem. Asking me to take the first step to talk? Forget about it man, as if they are interested to talk to me, so why bother?

:: Studying ::

I have been searching for a best environment for me to study for this few days.

#1) My bedroom

Advantages

- Can go toilet without bothering about my notes, valuables on the table.

- Can get stuff within my reach.

- Can play music in my playlist in imeem.

Disadvantages

- My bed wants to fellowship with me and vice versa.

#2) Mac'Donalds

Advantages

- Got air-con.

- Can eat/drink as I love to eat/drink. =P

Disadvantages

- Get distracted by beautiful people easily. (Just like Pastor Kong says man driving and looking at pretty girls at the same time)

- Cannot leave my things behind when I am studying alone if I need to go toilet.

- Get tired easily.

- Tempted to spent on food/drinks when you see people buy while you study.

#3) Library

Advantages

- Quiet environment

- Got air-con

Disadvantages

- May get too comfortable till I fall asleep.

- Cannot leave my things unattended.

So where is the best place to study???? No perfect place actually.. Haha. All up to me.. =)

Going to church office to work tml for a day. =) Pretty excited about it.. Friday and next Monday I will be working at Munich Re. Haha.. Thank God for the provision. I believe there's more to come. 

:: Wake Up ::

It's a high time to wake up for me. Having a week break.. Wanna chiong my 3 modules which I didn't really pay attention or catch what the lecturer is teaching. Hopefully I can study till the same pace as what my lecturer stop. No time to waste. 

The last batch of ACCA results just came out, and the results was rather disappointing. For the module F5, the global passing rate is only 50% and for the module F8 is about 30% passes. =.= Am I starting to regret to choose this school? Haha.. Well, since I started the race, I might as well as finished it strong. =) I can decide if I want to do well in life anot, is entirely up to me. 

I am really amazed of how Pastor Kong can really spent his time replying messages to people in facebook, twitter, emails, etc. He's really a busy man and yet he can still have the time to do this simple things. I feel very bless to be in CHC, pastor by him. Sharon always say that we have been coming to one of the best church in Singapore, and I totally agree to her of what she has says. =) Although CHC might not be a perfect church, but this is where it bring changes to my life. Meeting a group of wonderful CGM and friends. Above all, this is the church of the living God, a church where by its makes you feel home and love. =)

My agent just call me today and asked me if I am interested in an admin job which last till August, and it pays $6.50/hour. Well, I agreed, I couldn't asked for more. Haha.. Maybe one of their staff signed up for SOT which last till August and that's why they are hiring? Haha.. Hopefully I am shortlisted for the job. =) 

Talking above the differences of the top 5 needs of man & woman in church, I am really excited and looking forward to the last 2 points this weekend. =) However, this also come to let me know that its not just about knowing the needs of man and woman, but how about God? I remembered Pastor Tan shared in one of the services before, that the only need of God is that He will want to fellowship with His children. 

For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

- John 3:16

God love us and He desire to fellowship with us. Have I meet His needs? Sadly to say.. No.. In fact, this few days I have been pretty spoilt.. My mind is full of nonsense, and I am often tempted. I almost give up sometimes, thinking that its impossible for me to breakthrough the area I am struggling in. It's like.. "No medicine can cure me that kind already". I know where is the medicine, but I am just too comfortable of where I am. The prescription of the medicine is the bible, it's just like what the doctor will write on the paper. God has written His prescription in the bible. So what's the medicine does? It will renew our mind day by day, slowly by surely. More good inputs than the bad inputs in my mind, a refreshing bath to our soul, opening up our spiritual eyes to the things unseen.

Well.. There I go again.. Always talk alot, but no action and back to the same shape again. Time to wake up, NAT!!  

:: Randomness ::

I am desperately looking for a job! I am in need of money. Thank God for the GST package that's coming in on the 01.03.09. However, I can't survive much on that. Sometimes it's just so hard to ask money from my family members. 

It's like "Come on, 24 years old already, got hands and legs, can go and work and earn money". Should I really go and work in the F&B industry despite the fact that I may have to sacrifice my church and weekends? Sometimes, going to Expo for Service is a struggle for me, because there's insufficient value in my ez-link card, and I have no choice but to borrow from my sister. Sometimes, my sister might not even have the amount at all, and I just barely make it, praying that my dad will just bless me with $50. 

Should I or should I not? My parents are rather unhappy with me already. Haiz.. Stupid me.. Should have study harder in Sec School.. Den go to Business Sch in SP, den no need take engineering liao.. God, show me a way, will you? 

I always say I have the urge to really work in F&B industry because the demand is always there, but somehow.. I stopped. I remembered how difficult it was when I work in Seoul Garden during my poly days. My supervisor will always find faults with me and will always asked me not to go church(CHC), and he will always bully me, and it was a horrible working experience that I decided to quit. There was once that he scolded me till I cried during work, all because I topped up the vegetables slowly. When he asked me to do task A, after awhile, he asked me to do task B. When I do task B, he scolded me and said why I never do task A. Even my colleagues can tell that he is making fun of me and bullying me. How I wished that I could have the courage to just give him a tight slap and walk out of the workplace. Anyway, I don't really care about him le, that's 4 years ago...

Maybe what I said might surprise some of you? Haha.. Different people will react differently. Some think no action, like me. Haha..  However, come to think of it, is that really a heavenly working place on Earth? Maybe, maybe not. So should I be so picky during this bad economic times? Should I just bear all the scoldings from any supervisors if I were to come across any stupid managers? Of course, not all employers are bad, some employees are bad themself too.. Life's like that I suppose. 

I really really hope that the 3 resumes that I send out just now will have positive feedbacks. God.. Show me how to live. . . . . . .

:: Ministry ::

Never ever under estimate the every single small details! It's the big mistake I made today at Jurong West and it can be avoided! *Someone spanked me please!!!

Before Service 4 start, I was checking songs with Brother Poh. He checked and it was in correct order. Den he told me that the sequence was the same for yesterday(Service 1). I told him that I didn't have it and thus he wrote for me the sequence. However, it did changed abit but I didn't update my team mates eight storeys above. 

Anyway, it ended up the congregation to sing wrongly. (A big sorry to those who attended Service 4!) They sang the chorus(because the LED is showing the chorus - input from 4th storey) because I didn't tell them that Poh will be singing the second verse! Haiz. . . . .  What's wrong with me recently? Always didn't get the things right. 

Hopefully... This is the great lesson learnt. Every SINGLE little details do play an important role to run a service smoothly. This is what I have done, a mistake that can be avoided, but I choose to ignore it and thinking that it isn't important. 

Overall.. Service is still good. Thank God for that. =)

Chorus Board will be having a huge huge change in the history of CHC. Haha.. I make it sounds very kua zhang right? Haha.. We could be changing our ministry name by this year. Why are we call Chorus Board? This is because we are using a Board during Hollywood days. However, with the graphics and new stuff introduce into this ministry, we will be changing our name, to move on with technology. This is also to let the church know more about our ministry. You can just ask anyone in the church, they might not know what is Chorus Board doing. Haha.. 

Some changes also include changing of teams. JW will only have 2 teams in future, meaning to say we might be serving both Sat and Sunday on alternate weeks. Also meaning to say that I can't attend Service with W421 for alternate weeks. But, nothing is ever confirm yet. I might go over to Expo? I am not sure.. 

One of the leaders will also be going to Taiwan at the end of this year. I think she is migrating over there. Pascale, you wanna join her? Haha.. She is an actor, and has acted in a few of shows and play, but not a full time actor. She's a pretty and gorgeous lady. I think she's going over there to pursue her dreams in the entertainment industries. Hopefully she can succeed and make a name for herself there. =) Jia You!! (Or she may be just wanting to have a change in environment? I am not sure)

So... I attended a Water Baptism class today. It was good. =) Still looking through potential names for me. Meaning of my name to be "Creative, love by God & Happy man". =)

:: Updates (2) ::

Recently.. I have found myself especially liking someone that I knew for about a month. Haha.. But well, its a no no. . . Because of a prayer that I made to God two days ago. 

This stage that I am going through is call One Sided love. Haha.. Is love important to me? Yes, of course. I long to find one partner to share my everything, but I am not ready. I am too childish, I do not have a stable financial income either. So why bother to find? Haha. . . Sometimes, thoughts of marriage just came into my mind. If I get married in future, I will find it weird to share bed with my partner, because I am too comfortable sleeping alone. Maybe I will kick the person out of the bed when I am sleeping? I also can't imagine myself being naked to a person who is of the opposite sex. It's like "xiu xiu". Haha.. =P Wei Ming, that's too early to think of such things!!!

I was wondering. . .  If I never stepped into church four years ago, what would my life be like? I can imagine that my life will be pretty messed up. Maybe I will enjoy myself even more, but I think that this happiness doesn't last forever. The world cannot give the love which God will give. Although some people were to find something they really love, but will the love last?

Why come to church, some people might asked? I have a poly christian classmate who doesn't go to church and told me that as long as he have God in his heart, make prayer every night, it will be good enough for him already. To see pretty girls, some of my friends will asked. What's your motive for coming to church? My motive? Sometimes. . . It could be just a routine to me, every Fri go CG, every Sat go Service. It can get so routine that I would forget the purpose of coming to church is to experience God, to grow in the Lord, to anticipate what God will be doing in our church. 

Why do people need to go church? I believe that people should go to church because this is the place where people gather together to experience God, the love of the believers, positive influence, to increase in their knowledge of the Word of God - as different believers all have different gifts, the gift of the Pastors and CGL will benefit the believers, to also help out and to serve God with our gift and talents in the church - so that we will not be clueless what we can do when we go to heaven.

Sometimes. . .  I might be too tempted to slight to the world to enjoy. But, I pray that I will know of the decision that I pray to God. Not easy, but I am gonna try. 

P.S: I got a date this Valentine's Day! Hehe.. (To attend a school talk at a hotel(Erhem.. ) with my friend) =P I hope that my friend will ask me out of a meal or a movie! *Shy. . . Hehe...* 

:: Updates ::

So long never blog le. Too lazy to do so. Haha.. Anyway, recently I have been addicted to "Pet Society" in Facebook! It's just so so fun! Haha.. I love this game because you can get to decorated your Pet's house as if you are designing your own homes, and you can also get to earn the coins at the same time. Haha.. Well, I don't really care if people were to say I am a kid or what, so old already still play that kind of game. Haha.. =)

I have the thoughts of going for Water Baptism this coming Feb.. That's about 20 more days!! Oh man.. I can't believe its happening so fast! When Pastor Kong read to us the church events in early Jan.. I though it will still be so far away, but the TIME is now! Haha.. I don't have any white shirts and pants! =( And. . . . Well, I will want to pray more about it first ba. What name should I have? Or should I ask Sharon to help me? I have no preference of any English names. Maybe Wayne, cuz it sounds very Wei Ming. Haha.. =P

Pastor Kong is so so funny today with Pastor Tan!! Haha.. I also saw 3 female TV actresses! They are just so pretty! Hahaa.. How I wish that I can shake hands with them. =) I also saw a couple who are judges from a Channel 8 variety show, "3 Dishes 1 Soup". Haha.. So cool!! I was telling Glenn that I won't get tired to see the celebrities talking to Pastors! 

Hospitality ministry needs people, and I am thinking if I want to go over. I love my current ministry very much, and I am stuck in a decision to go or not to go. Quite a hard decision for me to make, but I guess soon I will come out with an answer. Maybe, when Chorus Board @ JW have more people I will go over to HM. However, Meng Wei says that there will be a huge change in Chorus Board in Feb, and I wonder what's that? Will I go back to Expo to serve? It remains a mystery.

Valentine's Day is coming up! I want to find a part-time partner for a show only! Hahaha.. Any interested party? =P You can call me at 9_ _ 4_ _ _ 0! Haha.. =P